I can honestly say that I had no idea what I was doing nearly 2 years ago when I started the Fit To Be Goddess blog. I mean I knew I needed to change. I needed to change quickly because my life depended on it. I was vulnerable and scared and of course I didn’t know how I was going to do it but the spirit spoke to me and told my 368 pound self to get up and take some naked photos. These were not sexy photos either. These photos exposed me in a way that I had never been exposed before. There I was back fat, side rolls, hanging stomach and sagging breast. The “Naked Truth” is what I called it and surely that is what it was.
I knew I need to get the weight off of me for my health but it was much deeper than that. Spiritually, I was suffering. The weight was just the bi-product of a complacent lifestyle where I used food to try to desensitize myself from my spiritual gifts and abilities. I had allowed myself to sink low into depression. I stopped caring about my appearance. I was killing myself gradually over time, day by day. It had gotten to the point where I was winded just by bring groceries in the house. I couldn’t fit a seat belt in most cars. I couldn’t fit into most waiting room chairs either. So there I was 28 years old working towards an early grave. I decided that surely this would not be the end of my story. So, I made my blog, called it Fit To Be Goddess. The blog was supposed to be my transformation journal. Well it started that way. I had no idea that so many people would see their reflection in me and cheer me on the way they did. My story, my testimony was able to reach the hearts and minds of the people and invoke change in them. I am so humbled and thankful for the opportunity to be a conduit. I shed about 170 pounds so far naturally, without surgery or medical intervention. The best part about that is that I have been able to assist others on their wellness journey. As I write this right now my eyes are filled with tears of joy. I have personally worked with some of the most beautiful people on the planet. I have the most amazing people on the planet walking with me. This is our home away from home. We are individuals walking together with a collective purpose of raising the consciousness of the people and changing the way we look at health.
With great honor, I present to you my friends, my comrades and companions on the journey to health and wellness.
I am Lotus Speaks and this is the FTBG Movement…Stay Tuned
